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Hi there you yes you.
I am all stressed up running to the 20th Nov 2012 because of my commitment with the Karisma thing that I am involved in especially when the management really sucks . At the same time feeling excited because my 1st anniversary celebration with you is coming up soon. I'm really looking forward to celebrate the one year old relationship with you.

Knowing the fact that we can’t actually celebrate it together because of you are in your semester break and back in your hometown and me busy with my trainings in Penang and the worst part is the game schedules fall on the BIG day of ours really hit me hard . I try my very best to be calmed and understand the situation because I was taught by my dad all these years that we can never get all the things that we want all the times because life is complicated and there are ups and downs.

Holding to that I get my lazy brain to think of a way or alternative to salvage the Big day that I am waiting for all this while and try to make the best out of it and keep the plan to myself. In between the hectic  schedules and the internet access problems I managed to pre booked a florist delivery service to send you a bouquet of flowers to show my love on the big day of ours. Phew wolaa lega teramat sangat.

Now I can concentrate with my game because my team rely on me to perform because they know I am new with hockey and I never played hockey my entire life and to be the goalie is not easy. I don’t intend to let my team down after they showed the confident in me. After all we are carrying the UITM Penang flag ni :3

Came Saturday the 17th of Nov 3days before our Big day and 2 days before the tourney where I received this shocking news from you that you are leaving for JB that nite with your mom and adik to visit wan who is not well lately.

Dang ! Dang ! Don’t get me wrong. I am not saying that you shouldn’t go visit your wan. In fact I personally think that it is the right thing to do and you should go because I know how close you are with your wan and how worried and concerned you are when you get the news your wan is seriously ill. Furthermore I am very sure you would do the same thing if it happen to me kan wak ?

My brain start to spin again and I couldn’t find a solution at that very moment and that night one of my teammate had a game to play in Jalan Duta hockey stadium so I need to send him because earlier I brought my friends to my house and treated them with ma's cooking . We still have not received our allowance so no money -.- At least all of us get free late lunch at home that day. Hewhew thanks ma for the yummilicious lunch really appreciate it.

During the game that night while others are so engrossed with the game I am engrossed with something else. Finally I decided with a heavy heart that I need to reveal the news to her. For record purposes I need to state here that every time I plan to surprise her there are always something happened that she gets to know it somehow or rather -.- Pity me seriously. Masamm

I called her up and broke the news about the delivery. She kept on asking me what is it but I managed not to tell her and we finally agree to postpone the delivery.
Then came the tournament day on Monday 19th Nov 2012. We won the first game Alhamdulilah against Kedah. Ayah informed me earlier that he might want to bring my Lil’brother  to see our game on that day. I was okay with that and nothing strike my mind at that time that you have sought ayah’s helped to surprise me that day because it is not our Big day yet.

We lost to Perlis that afternoon game and I was a bit sad cause ayah and mok came all the way to watch me for the first time. After the game ayah told me that he have something for me and asked me to follow him to the car. Even at that time it doesn’t ring the bell , maybe I  still cant get over the defeat and too tired I guess.

Taadaa ayah brought out the Secret Recipe cake box ! Uuuuu... Then ayah said Surprise ! From Liyana. Malu ni tersengihsengih. Haha . So I keep maintained my poyoness and gave ayah my big smile. Liyana whatsapped me yesterday and mintak tolong belikan cake for you and I just followed her message. This is for you and sorry I cant deliver to you tomorrow because I have a meeting to attend. Kira okay lah eh 1 day earlier ayah said. Okayy yah okay thank you that is all that came out from me.

 All the feelings of losing the game and the tiredness suddenly gone with the wind and sheer happiness sipped in through my whole body and I feel on top of the world. Hewhew :)  Someone I truly love makes me feel so important and so special really awesome . Thank God I did not forget to utter the word syukur and Alhamdulilah for His Blessing.
Ayah and mok snapped some photos and took a video clipped while I make a short thank you speech to say my appreciation to you. Be forewarned that I am so embarassed with ayah and mok so don’t laugh kayy promise ? 

Ayah has always been there for me all these years without fail and I am indeed blessed to have a father like him and I am struggling to emulate him and really hope that I can be like him one day insyaAllah. I am glad that you feel the same way towards ayah and both of you really have the chemistry . I can feel that you are so comfortable to have ayah’s attention towards you and happy for you.

Ringringring. Ayah let both of us talked for a while and he entertained mok while we were talking. Dont get a wrong impression towards my dad of his actions and involvement towards our relationship. He prefer us to be guided and guarded and always remind both of us the do’s and don’ts and even gave us short tips advices  every opportunity that he has.
It is a long day for me that day and reached hostel quite late that nite after dinner and time to take a short breather before waiting for the clock to tick at 12 a.m midnight. Tak mandi pun. Haha. Again she beats me to wish our Ist Anniversary first. Hahaha. I start to accept the fact  that I can never beat her when comes to this but I am not going to give in easily next time my turn please :B

As early as six in the morning we have to leave for the stadium again and we are in the quarter final against Terengganu. Ada satu save gempak :p Won the game and into the semis with SHAH ALAM -.- Shah alam team is where the clubs and nationals players are and most favourite team to win the tourney. Who cares bak tang ah ! The spirit is high and furthermore today is Big day and I have sacrificed a lot for the game and furthermore Its my LUCKY day.

But , we lost to shah alam team but we fought till the end and we didn’t gave them an easy win cheh :p and waiting for the third and fourth placing. Finally 2nd runner up for UITM Penang Alhamdulillah.

We finished  our game and we still can’t go back because we have to wait for other teams. Nak tunggu final sat. Tired to the max and not enough sleep and rest has really taken its toll on me.
The rest is all this lahh..