Valentine's Day?

Err 14th February. Hmm Valentine's Day for every lover in the world. Betul ke? Haha betul la kot. Tapi saya tak sambut sebab Agama saya kata salah and Ma saya kata tak elok. Haha. Kalau nak sambut ' Hari Cinta ' kononnya ni , kenapa kena sambut sehari ni je? Sambut lah hari-hari kan? Apa tak da duit nak sambut? Alaaa cinta tak perlu duit lahhh. Love only need Honesty , loyalty , sacrifice and ahhh so much more lahh. Cehh mcm Doctor Love aku ni. Haha. Takkk , saja je post gini sebab ada org tu suruh. Haha. Dia suruh pun , ikhlas je ni post. Betul! :)

Err sayang , Ammar nak bagitahu ni. Walaupun kita tak sambut ' Hari Cinta ' ni , I can't give you flowers , chocolates or any other gifts lah kan , I'm sorry. Saya bukan tak nak kasi , nak! Awak tahu kan? Eleh , cakap boleh la Marr. Haha. Tapi saya betul ni , nak. Sayang tunggu eh? Nanti Ammar bagi apa pun sayang nak! Yg Ammar mampu jelah. Hehe. Kenapa yang? Bagi Ammar tak cukup ke? :P Walaupun kita tak sambut Valentine ni , Ammar nak Yana tahu yg Ammar sayang sgt Yana. Bukan sebabkan ada hari ni je kan nak express feelings kan? Hehe. Yana , hati Ammar ni kan setiap masa tau ckp ' iloveyou ' dekat awak. Kalau org boleh dgr , marah dorg sebab bising! Because my heart shouts! Hehe. Setiap degupan tu dia sebut Iloveyou lah. Cehhh. Hehe. Yana tahu kan? Sebab awak kan tahu hati saya. Heheheh. Org bnyk express their feelings on 14th February but my heart expresses it's feelings towards you every day sayang. Jujur ni :) 

About your friends tu. Err I'm sorry I can't help much or even little. You need to know that I'm always with you sayang. Like I promised kan? Through Ups and Downs. You know I'm there even if you don't need me. You can always come to me sayang. Ada lah org ni dia kata I have her shoulders to cry on kan? Hehe same goes here! Remember this sayang your battle is my war , your joy is my happiness and err takda idea dah. Haha. Sorry yang. Hehe. Saya tadi bukan nak back up ur friends or what , I'm just trying to help you. Yelahh tak nak lah awak gaduh ke apa dgn dorg kan? Dorg ni lah yg tolong saya tgk-tgkkan awak skrg ni. Nanti bila kita dah bersama , haa gaduh lah! Haha. Jokingjoking. You need to know this sayang , they need you more you need them. Trust me. You're a very nice person sayang. Biar lah kita buat baik kat org ya? Someday He'll repay what you deserve okay? Again I'm sorry if I don't help. It makes me feel like a err $%#!&

I'm sorry sayang this post isn't that much. I have to go dinner now. My tummy err dah rasa pelik. Padan muka kawan-kawan saya tunggu! Baru dorg rasa! Haha. Gurau je. Assignment ni kan paling penting? :) Lafchu!<3

Statics

What is Statics? 

Well this is it ^^^ alaa basics je baru ni t(-.-t)

Well I'm facing my Statics test this coming tuesday as for her if I'm not mistaken her Biology and Maths test too. It's a very busy weekend for the both of us so we must manage our time well. Kena lah pandai-pandai. Kurang kan sikit masa berbual di ganggang. Well kena lah sacrifice our time , it's for the best for both of us pun kan? Hope our sacrifices ni will be worth it lah. Ala baru sikit , nanti lagi bnyk sacrifices kena buat! Well we start from yg simple simple lah dulu , build together the strength kan? Well with her that will be easier lahhh kan yang? :)

So Statics , hmm cte dia mcm ni. Benda Statics memang susah la. Seriously! I'm trying to focus during lecture. Unfortunately the lecturer is err alaa not so good at lecturing lah kot? The whole class does'nt understand a thing he's teaching. Adoii. Lecturer ni memang tak nafi lah dia pandai gila. Soalan mudah gila dia buat! Yg students dia ni je telolong bongok kat situ. Adoiyaiii. Dah almost 6 chapters dia ajar , satu pun tak paham! :O Now i'm trying my best la jugak to paham. I know I must seek for other people's help. Kena laa usaha kan kalau dah jalan yg di beri tak dpt membantu , we need to find other alternatives la kan? Luckily she's there to support me :)

I'll try my best la for this test. For final exam pun and I really need to get marks on my assignment to help me get an A insyaAllah. Well Statics , now you're my bestfriend so be nice to me!

It's been a rough for the past few days kot for both of us. Hmm I was so stressed out because of err Statics ni laa. So mana lagi nak lari kalau tak ke dia kan? So I tried to calm myself down with her help. Well last night it worked , well of course it works! Only she can pun kan? Err but I think we're both stressed out so things are'nt soo perfect lah kan? She's exhausted because of studying I'm stressed out because of studying. Urghh ' studying ' ni -.- 

Well honestly I'm still stressed out. Eh before that! Tadi time workshop we did welding! Seronok jugak. So I tried to write the letter ' L ' lah kan? Tak jadi :( Then nak angkat benda tu terpegang without gloves. So three of my fingers melecur sikit. Hehe. Okay back to the story. I called her after I finished my BEL listening test. Just to calm myself down , to smile , to be happy with her , yelahh after stressing :O Well I think she's not in a good mood. I can't hear clearly what she said OTP tadi. She sounded so drowsy so I asked her if she wants to sleep ke? Tetiba je she said dia nak keluar 5.15 and boom! Well I disturbed her sleep laa kan. Hmm sorry wak , tak niat pun. Alah , asik tak da niat je saya ni tapi buat jugak kan? Hmm i'm really sorry. I just wanted to talk to you je , tak nak pun kacau awak tidur. Saya stress la wak , saya perlukan awak. I wanted to say that earlier but tak sempat. I really need you. No matter how you would treat me , being with you is all I need. Not anyone else. Only YOU. 

Okay lahh , GTG lah. I need to rest my brain. I can't think of doing anything else. I need her  :(

Nanti saya bagi awak ya? I can promise that , just not the time.

The 1st step [ 1/2 ]

On the 4th of february last saturday , well we did the first step! Hehe well bak kata dia 1/2 of the first step lah. Can't wait for it to be 2/2! Ngeheheheheh.

Last saturday , I woke up early. I asked her to wake me up at 7.45 so that morning she called. I woke up , took a bath and off I go to Shah Alam to pick her up. I arrived at 9 ++ then I waited for her to pakai tudung. Faham dah tu it would take a long time. Haha. About 9.45 she came down. She was beautiful! And guess what , again we wore the same theme! Hehe. Tak plan pun tau! Betul! Katanya se**** & se**** hehe. Then we went to McD's drive through for breakfast. We ate at the lake again. Hehe. Dah jadi tempat biasa dah tu. After we ate we planned on to go to midvalley. So we straight away go there. Luckily I brought along Ayah's Garmin. At midvalley we went to MpH to buy her stationaries. There I met Ainuddin! My friend. Haha. And after that she met her old friends too.

After that we went to my house! Yeaa , we're having lunch with familia. Otw to my home she was like err. Hahaha. She asked me to send her back la , she said she wanted to go home laa. She's nervous. Atototo. I can't recall how many times she adjusted her scarf and her err appearance lah. Well I told her she looks fine. Well she is. But still. Haha. That's my Yana laaa kan :) Then we arrived and she was like err tak nak keluar kereta. Haha. Honestly i'm quite nervous myself. Then we pun masuk rumah laa. We we're like pushing at the door. Haha. Then finally we were in. So I asked her to sit while I call my parents. First Ayah came down and they borak la sikit-sikit. Then Ma came down and borak some more. She was so cool and she looks comfortable to me laa. Hehe. So there I was with my parents and my girl. Happy me :) Then we have lunch. Ma cooked. I sat next to her. During that time I think she knows about my family more lah kan. Ayah and Ma talked about our family to her pun. It's a good sign kan? Hehe. Well I think she really fits in the family and my family think so too. Hehe :B

Then we performed our Zohor prayer. Tak jemaah pun , soon la. Hehe. She prayed at the guest room whereas the room might be err hehe alaa ada lah. Haha. Then after we prayed we have to go as her bus is at 4.30. We took pictures first! Hehe. Then off we go. Ma even said come here again! Hehe. She will Ma , kan wak? Hehe. Only God knows how happy I am that time. I hope she feels the same way too :) Then otw back to Shah Alam there were a lot of cars. So I'm afraid that we could'nt make it. I was quite stressed. Yelaaa , everything was perfect then jadi pulak mcm ni kan. But Alhamdulillah we made it. She was the last person to board the bus I think. Well no proper goodbye lah kan. Hmm I was err soo err IDK how to say it. But alaaa err sedih gila la dia nak balik! Kalau boleh tak nak dia balik :( But she has too. She has responsibilities to her family too. I waited her bus to took off. When the bus took off I can't find her in that bus. Urghhh *devastated. In the car I called her up :)

Well that was the 1/2 of the first step. Again , can't wait for 2/2. Hehe. Thanks wak sebab sudi dtg rumah saya. Ayah even said to me ' Bang , jaga dia elok-elok. She took a lot of courage to come here '. Hehe. Okay yah! Wak , thanks for making me the happiest and luckiest person on earth. This is only the first step wak. Can't wait for the other steps to come. Maybe other people will get through or have been through this steps kan. But they will never feel the same way as I  feel because I face this steps with you. Can't imagine a better chemistry than us. Cehhh :p Yay! Lafchu! <3

Cantik kan dia? Saya punya! :D

Goodbye January and Hello February :)

Well January 2012 has already passed. Nothing can change that and nothing can make January 2012 return. How time flies kan when almost everything went well. People say that time flies when you're having fun or happy. Well my time isn't just flying fast , it's zooming fast. Haha. Why? Hehe

A lot of things happened in January 2012. Well most of the things are new to me and meaningful.Well so far January 2012 is the best amongs the Januaries I faced since 1994. Why? Hehe. I completed these 31 days with NurLiyanaAmira by myside :) A lot of things we shared together , a lot of things we did together , a lot of things err everything together. Well not everything yet la , soon! InsyaAllah :) There are rough times in the time period of January 2012. But Alhamdulillah it all went well. What are the rough times? Heheh. I can't recall la! Haha

There are certain dates that are quite meaningful than the other dates in January 2012. Well I think there's more than these dates but I can't really remember. But these dates , yup! | 2.1.12 | 18.1.12 | 20.1.12 | What are these dates about? Hehe :B

2.1.12

Well on this date it was actually the day I was going back to UiTM. It's my first time driving my car all the way to Penang. It was my first time driving long distance without Ayah by myside so I was quite nervous. Hehe. But I have my friends Fitry and Hafiz to keep me company. But before I went back to Penang , I went to meet someone special! Heheheh! Who else kan? NLA laaaa. It's been awhile since we last met! Lama gila weh! I gave her the souveniers I bought err Ma and Ayah bought for her. She likes it! Fuh! Hehe. She just arrived from Kuantan to continue her studies at Shah Alam. I went to pick her up then we went to Carrefour to buy her groceries. Macam dah kawin kan? Haha After that I drove her to Puncak Alam to meet her friends. It was very far than I expected! But it was totally worth it :) I made her happy , that's most important. Later that night we went dinner together at McD with Fitry and Hafiz. After that I send her back to Intec and off I go to Penang. I remember that night before I left Intec. Only God knows how hard for me to leave her. Ye laaa , lama gila tak jumpa lepas tu sekejap je! The whole journey , I can't stop thinking about her. Jiwang kan? Haha. Cte benda betul tak salah pun :)

18.1.12

This date? Haha. I remember the week on this date was quite err IDK Haha! Well there's a clash against family and us. Both are important to me so it's hard for me la kan. But in the end it was perfect. Why I cherish this date? Haha. It was when my very own father helps me to solve my problems about my Mother and my Girl. I was so touched this time. I did'nt realise my father is this sweet. Haha. And during this time my father actually got to know NLA for real. Ayah was like so happy! Haha. He even helped me in tips to maintain the relationship with my family and NLA. That's very important to me. Without Ayah's help , Haha. IDK what would happen now. Thanks Ayah! You're the best! Ayah even made NLA touched! Power kan? Haha :P

20.1.12

Well this wonderful day :) I spent much time with NLA. Actually on this day , I was going home to KL from Penang for the Chinese New Year Holiday. I went back with my friends Hafiz , Amer and Sufi. I need to drop them at Shah Alam. And guess who's in Shah Alam? Yup! You guessed it! Haha. I volunteered to send them back just because it's an excuse for me to be in Shah Alam. Haha. Tak baaik wehh , ikhlas la tolong org 0:) Well around 5 O'Clock I fetched her and off we went to Dominos to get us some Pizza's. Tapau je , then we went to err what's the name of the lake haa? Urghh tak igt! Haha. We ate there , we searched for a nice hut la tu eat but it's a very longgg way. Haha. So we ate at this err not so beautiful hut. Haha. But there's definitely something beautiful there , kan NLA? :) After we ate I send her back to Intec so that she can pray. Me? Dah jamak tadi :D Then we went to sunway to meet her friend and her friend's boyfriend Wa and Haziq. It was my first time to meet them so I get a LITTLE shy. Haha. Then we spent all the time at sunway together. We were very sweet that day! To me lah. Ahhh korang jelous kenapa? Haha :P We both wore red. Haha. After that I sent NLA and Wa back to Wa's place. NLA's staying there for the night. So another dreadful night to leave her kan. Adoii. But I have to go , I have Ayah's office family day tomorrow. Wish that I can bring her along. But she's not ready yet. NVM , the time will come! Hehe. Oh other than that , this particular date is the 20th of the month. What's up with 20th? Haha! Lafchu NLA :)

Well now January had passed and hello february! Hope the seconds to come will be better. Like I mentioned before , it's the best January of my 19 years. Looking forward to the better january next year. Looking for the weeks to come , the days to come , the hours to come , the seconds to come. NLA will be by myside forever. InsyaAllah :) You know what NLA? My life begins now with you here. Lafchu sayang <3