Post ini saya tujukan kepada Nur Liyana Amira yg memang sudah lama nantikan post dari saya. Eh? Bukan semua post memang untuk dia ke? Haha. Kesian dia lama tunggu post. Maklumlah sibuk dengan final. Yes! Finished with mua finale. I'm a free young man! For 2 months at least. No idea what to do. Nak kerja jugak , but need to use all the times spared for her. Dilemma. But easy choice :)
Dear sayang ,
Firstly Happy 20th for this month, I know it's late. Honestly I forget about this very important day in my life. F**k you finals! I remembered it on the 23rd of march when writing the date on the Physics answer sheet. Urghh! Only God knows how I felt that time. So I planned on to wish her by posting like this one la. I'd like to surprise her. But as always , she always knew err not knew la. Instincts maybe? Alaaa se**** se**** kan? Hehe. Well again , I'm terribly sorry for the late wish ya? Happy 20th Hunny! Melafchusomashmashmash! I apologise for the times I have ruined our joyful times , unintentionally of course. Would I ruin your happiness on purpose? Hell no! That'll ruin my happiness more. But still I did those mistakes and I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the times I had raised my voice to you. It's more painful to me raising my voice towards you then you hearing it. I'm sorry for spending less time with you , I'm sorry for the times I'm not there when you need me whether I know it or not. I'm sorry I'm asking you to change just to comfort me. You must know , I love you just the way you are. Sometimes I forget and get carried away. Forgive me for that. Honestly , no offense but sometimes you are the pain in the ass. I dont give a sh*t about that because you are the cure to my everything and everytime. When you hurt me , I need you to cure me back. No one else can. The difference between you and others is when others hurt me they can't cure me a 100% , I need you for that 100%. And when you hurt me , others can't cure me but you can. Remember that hunny. Happy 20th hunny! May we are blessed by Him. Melafchuusomashh. Thank you for making me a better me for me. All I need to do know is try to be the best for you.
Well about today , I was from Penang to Shah Alam to meet Liyana. A few of my friends were with me as they're going in the same direction. But again , a detour from Dollah. Urghhh. How I wish I could be firm. I was quite in rage but I did'nt show. Takpelahh , tak salah tolong org. I was not in a good mood. Since yesterday because we had a fight and we did'nt contact the whole night except for a couple of texts. I was in a bad mood otw meeting her. After sending Hafiz , I went straight to pick her up. Honestly , plan nak jual mahal dgn dia because of the fight last night but the moment I lay my eyes on her , *poof all my moodiness and my rage were gone. My earlier plan I cursed it. I think myself as a fool! See? How she's important to me. Hehe. Today we had err High tea together then we went to sunway and see a movie! Hehe. Tuwit jewww :') Then we had dinner with my parents and mok. Hehe. Then we visited my cousin because she successfully delivered a baby girl! So Yana was there but bodohnya aku ni tak introduce pun dia kat sesapa. Bengong kan? Bukan segan ke apa. Tah? Tak pernah buat so terlupa. So sorry sayang :( Next time I wont forget! Then we went to see the baby. Liyana holds and carries the baby! Awwww :') Berangan dah! Haha. Then I need to send her back because of sh*tty curfew. We did'nt say goodbye well enough. Even it hurts but I understand. Now she's asleep. Tired. Me too. But unfinished assigment needs to be finished first. Hehe. Hmm. How I miss her so much. I sprayed her scent all over my room. Haha. Okay gtg. Long journey again tomorrow.
To my Yana ,
Iloveyou so much. We are strong and getting stronger each day. That's what you said :') I believe in us. We can make it happen kan wak? Hehe. All I need is you and your love and same goes to you. Shower me with your love hunny :') Don't ever let it stop cause I wont :) Pray to Him sayang. Melafchuuuuberimashhhh <3
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