Goodluck :)

This is for you :) Awak , Goodluck for your final exams! You can nail those papers I know it. You're a clever girl , a very smart one. Don't get to stresses out yea? Just ring me if you need company or maybe to relieve your stress. I'll try my best to help since I'm free. For now la. I do apologise I did'nt go and see you at your college. Believe me , I wanted it more than you do. But I know I have to make sacrifices , both of us have too. I don't want to disturb you. You helped me a lot scoring my final which is very better than I expected. By being my inspiration and helping me in this and that. Now it's my turn. I hope I can do a good job just like you , or even more insyaAllah. Put aside other things first okay? I understand :)
Don't forget to call your parents okay? If possible , call them everytime before you start your exam to ask them to pray for you. Okay? I know their prayers will always be with you but asking them to pray could brighten up their prayers for you. You yourself don't forget to pray. If possible , wake up and perform your sunat prayer. Okay? Please take care of your health. Study macam mana pun , kesihatan jaga ya? Jgn taknak makan walaupun takda selera and don't drink to much coffee yea? All the best awak , don't be scared okay? Nervous is okay but don't let it control you. If you can't control it , pray to Him. Ask for strength okay? You'll do well insyaAllah. You must be better than me tau? I dare you! Hehe. Make sure I lose okay? Again , Goodluck and All the best sayang! My prayers will always be with you. Go and ace your exams! :)

Happy 20th NurLiyanaAmira

Happy 20th awak :) Yeayeayeayeayeayeay! Hehe. Dah berapa lama ni kita berhubungan ni? Hehe. Err it's been 5 months oledi ma. Rasa mcm sekejap je kan? Walhal 5 bulan. Tapi dalam sekejap-sekejap pun , rasa mcm lama sgt kan? Haha. Tu complicated sikit tu. Haha. Edehh


Dear Sayang ,


For the past 5 amazing months , we've been through a lot together. Hapyy or unhappy times. We fought sometimes in this 5 months. We faced problems in this 5 months. But the thing is , I'd rather fight with you rather than anyone else. I mean like , we fight to be better la kan? I guess. Hehe. And those fights ended pretty good. Without those fights we might not know each other so well like we do now kan? And even in big fights we ended up searching for each other kan? Well that's the best of it. It even makes us stronger kan, Ye laa , duk bergaduh je tapi last-last cari masing-masing jugak kan? That makes us believe in us more and more and more. We also faced problems , big and small. Well we handled it together kan? That's a test for us. I can't deal it by my own , you can't deal it by your own. Eventhough sometimes the problem happens because we're together. Urghh I don't mind a bit. Being with you is more important to me. Whatev problems comes our way , insyaAllah we can deal with it kan wak? I also take this oppurtunity to apologise for my wrong doings for this past 5 months we've been together. Honestly , I regret every mistake that I've done to you. I wish I could take it all back but the fact is I can't. In the future I hope I'll reduce my mistakes and even try to make no mistakes at all. But yea , still. I'm not perfect. I'm just a normal human being who loves you soo much. And sorry if I can't fulfill your needs. It feels really bad when I can't give you what you want. I'm sorry. Thank you for everything. You really make me happy. No one else can make me smile like the way you can. Thank you so much. I'm looking forward for the months , years to come insyaAllah :) iloveyou sayang , I really do. All I need is you , your love , your care..your EVERYTHING! Tamak kan? Hehe. Mana lagi tempat saya nak tamak? Ecehh. Hehe. Melafchuuuu <3

Saya baru nak wish awak dekat phone tapi awak mcm marah? Penat sgt ya? Ke merajuk sebab saya wish lambat? Igt saya tak igt ya? Hehe. Saya bukan tak igt , tadi igt tak nak kacau awak study. Yelaaa , nak exam esok. Sebab tu laa saya suruh awak bgtahu awak nak tidur. Hmm. Takpe lahh. Kesian saya sorang-sorang :p Melafchu <3

Selfish

The word selfish has been used two times against me. Well at least the mattered ones la. Am I? I guess I am. Is it me that always think about myself? Always thinking about what's important for me and not thinking about other people's feelings? I guess so. I did'nt realise it till then. Honestly , not to brag or anything but before this I thought I was the most unselfish person amongs the people I knew. Sometimes I took their pain and let it be mine, Honestly I don't actually care. I just love seeing people happy especially my loved ones. Allah kata ' Kalau kita bahagia kan orang lain , Dia akan bahagiakan kita '. I believed in that. But still I admit it , I do also hurt people at times and that's why sometimes I became annoying to those people. You know , like trying to apologise , making stupid jokes and other things that might annoy people laa. I felt guilty and soo stupid especially if I hurt My Parents and My Girl. Still improving on that. It's hard for me to be a better person. But with the help of someone , things could be a lot easier. That someone could be an inspiration for me to be better. As far as my life brings me , my parents and Liyana are my inspirations in a lot of things. My love for them can make me stronger to help me be a better man. That is why I dont care for balasan or whatev , it's just loving them helps me. But still , as a human being I also need love , care and attention from others especially them. For me it's kinda hard for me to ask something from someone. That's just me. Sometimes I want something so bad but my throat just can't spit it out to anyone. That kinda hurts me laa. Yelaa , apa yg nak tak dapat. It's not like jual mahal but IDK , It's just hard for me to ask. Even to say no if someone asks me for help eventhough it might trouble me , it is hard for me. My parents and Liyana always reminded me not to let people take advantage of me. Well , I'm trying my best. Sometimes yes I say no to those who seek help , but then comes the guilt and everything. I hate that even more. Sometimes I even sacrifice my needs for a person. Honestly , it hurts but seeing them happy cures it all , well almost. So as a conclusion , pfftt mcm essay pulak dah. I'm a person with a BIG but very DELICATE heart. That's me. That's why sometimes with people I'm close too especially Liyana , I felt free. I feel free to ask something , I feel free to complain my problems , I feel free to pamper. Actually I'm not a pampered person , just to those who I felt comfortable and close too , like my mother , Liyana and sometimes my father , my grandmother and my late grandfather. These are the person who I feel free to be with. I can't be free easily with other people. What free means? Free means like , I can be pampered , I have the guts to ask something eventhough I felt awkward asking for it , I can express my feelings because it's kinda hard for me to share my problems with random people even bestfriends , I can express my love comfortably and I just can be my annoying self. These is the ' free ' I was mentioning about. I only felt this ' free ' with my parents and Liyana. That is why I love and appreciate them very much. But maybe because of this ' free' thing , I am selfish. Hmm. But theres no one else , I have feelings too. Sorry if I hurt you or anyone. I'm not trying to be selfish , I just feel free and comfortable to do it with you. Hmm. Sorry.  Not all people know who I am. Well now you read it you know la jugak. But you don't have the experience knowing me. And maybe you might not like it. Hehe. But thanks anyway for those who care about me :) Oh and sorry if you rasa saya brag ke poyo ke apa , ni blog saya lantaklah! Haha joking , sorry , not to brag or anything , just expressing. Hehe. And special thanks to Mom and Dad , I love you guys so much! And of course , to my dearest love , NurLiyanaAmira , thank you too and melafchuberimashmashmash <3

Holiday

Okay actually tak da ilham sebenarnya nak post apa. Tapi kesian dekat si dia yg sudah lama menanti. Haha. Tibai jelahh mana datang tu , taip je :)


Well , fyi I'm on my semester break. It's for two months. Before my break , I planned to work. Yelahh sudah ' dry ' oh. But till now , I did'nt apply for any part time job. Haha. Why? Err 7% lazy 3% thinking about other plans 90% thinking about spending time with familia and me girlia. Haa , baik kan saya? Pfttt


Liyana asked me to read a novel which she favours so much. So thinking about nothing else to do I said ' Okaylah ' kan. So she gave me to as an assignment. Edehh , cuti pun ada assignment. Eh tanggungjawab mana ada cuti , makin banyak cuti ni ada lah. Hehe. ' Aku bukan mistress '. That's the title of the novel. So I started to read lah. It was quite interesting. Why? Only we know. Haha. It exists in me and Yana's world. Haha. Well , I finished reading the novel and I've returned it. For those who wants to know what is interesting about the novel , read it lah. Promote ni. Haha. Well , by reading the novel , more things that I can share with Liyana lahh. That's the good of it.


There's this one day when I call her was not like what I expected. Liyana was mad at me and err did'nt trust me. Because she saw the pictures of me with lelet during PLKN. Err actually I kinda wanna forget about that. There was a moment but we're okay now. Very :) Just look at a positive side. She proves that she loves me and we aprreciate each other more. The best thing is , we learned something. Both of us.


I spent a lot of time with her during my break. Well compared to when I'm in college , ofcourse lah. But still , not enough! Haha. Bak kata orang ' We give calf muscle you want tigh ' Hehe. I appreciate all the times we've spent together. It's just it's now her time to face her finals. So I need to support her and not to distract or disturb her lahh. I don't want because of me , her future is ruined. I want to be the one who brightens up her future! Ecehhh. Hehe.




For the times we spent together for the past two to three weeks , I learned a lot. We learned a lot. We get to knew each other more , we understand each other more and we grew even stronger. Yes we fought sometimes , but we took it as a lesson to make us stronger. Both of us can tolerate. And that makes me believe in us more. Both of us are not perfect. There are some part of me that needs to be better and same goes to her. But the best thing is , she's best at this and I'm best at that. We complete each other. Hehe. So we can help each other to make the parts that needs improvement , be the best. That's why we're strong. For those who seeks advice , just give me or her a call. We can help you. We're professionals in relationships. Hahahahaha. JOKING. But still , I love my relationship.


I thinks this is all. Thank you for reading :)

ilooked silly but she loves me.

ilafchuberimashhh<3

Sorry wak , ilham tak datang. Better posts will come okay? I promise

This is why

1) “Sekali suami minum air yang disediakan oleh isterinya adalah lebih baik dari berpuasa setahun”

2) “Makanan yang disediakan oleh isteri kepada suaminya lebih baik dari isteri itu mengerjakan haji dan umrah” 

3) “Mandi junub si isteri disebabkan jimak oleh suaminya lebih baik baginya daripada mengorbankan 1,000 ekor kambing sebagai sedekah kepada fakir miskin”. 

4) “Apabila isteri hamil ia dicatitkan sebagai seorang syahid dan khidmat kepada suaminya sebagai jihad”. 

5) “Pemeliharaan yang baik terhadap anak-anak adalah menjadi benteng neraka, pandangan yang baik dan harmonis terhadap suami adalah menjadi tasbih (zikir)”. 

6) “Tidak akan putus ganjaran dari Allah kepada seorang isteri yang siang dan malamnya menggembirakan suaminya”. 

7) “Apabila meninggal dunia seorang dan suaminya redha, nescaya ia dimasukkan ke dalam syurga”. (Hadis Riwayat Tarmizi) 

8 ) “Seseorang wanita apabila ia mengerjakan sembahyang yang difardhukan ke atasnya, berpuasa pada bulan Ramadhan, menjaga kehormatan dirinya dan taat kepada suaminya maka berhaklah ia masuk syurga dari mana-mana pintu yang ia suka”. Dan ingatlah wahai wanita, semua itu terangkum di dalam suatu perkataan iaitu “TAAT”

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Awak , this is why I picked you. I know you'll be the perfect one. Ingat ya wak? Kita niat apa yg kita ada ni sebab Dia ya? Mintak keredhaan dari Dia tau? Bersyukur jgn lupa. Tanpa Dia awak takda dalam hidup saya and tanpa Dia saya takda dalam hidup awak. For this to last , it must be from Him jugak. Ask Him for it ya? Antara syarat doa yg dimakbulkan is ikhlas and kesungguhan. We can do it kan wak? I know we can. Melafchiuuu <3

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