A lonely 12th May

First of all , Happy Birthday to my younger brother Azhad Imran Ahmad Famy. Yes , today is his birthday. His 17th and facing SPM this year. Hope he'll do well. He will. Just don't turn out to be like me. Haha. Make Ma and Ayah proud! Dorang nak merasa org puji anak dorang , so be the one. I missed that. So , looking forward for another oppurtunity. I hope I won't blew it again for the 4th time :/ InsyaAllah.


Well last night I slept early. Lately I've been sleeping quite early. Yelahh , Joystick rosak. Game tak boleh main , takda kerja lain tidur je lah kan? Haha. Or maybe saving energy for the nights to come. Why? Oh , Yana had finished her semester so she's on a holiday la. So she'll be free for me. But wait till her camping ends la. Hehe. So that's why my body asks me to sleep early to reserve energy lah ni. Haha. Uuuuu! Can't wait! Haha. She has to help her mother Mar , Abahnya tak sihat. Understood. I'll try my best to help and support semampu yg boleh. Harap-harap dia sudi. Cehh. Eh lama tak dgr dia ckp tu. Kbye. Haha. Last night I randomly woke up , around err 2 or 3 maybe? IDK , I felt like missing something. Well ofcourse la kan. So I texted her. Then sambung Zzzz..


At subuh time I checked my phone. Nothing. Understood. Then Ma woke me up. We're going to visit Imran at his school for his birthday. I checked again my phone , nothing. Understood. After preparing , I wore the tee me and Yana bought for me last thursday. Yelaaa , rasa mcm ada je Yana sebelah. Ada je selalu. Cehhh. And surprisingly , Ma wore the tudung that Yana bought for her. Ma said it was beautiful. Actually , I planned to give that tudung for mothers day tapi dgr banyak cerita halal la , haram la. Tapi yg penting niat kita untuk sambut untuk Ma kita kan? So takpelahh , I gave the present early. Then I drove us. Ayah was not very well. So I drove. First we pick up some kuih's and then to Ampang point to pick up Imran's cake and lunch. The lunch was Nando's. Again , Yana. Aduh , terseksa. Haha. Then we arrived there. So we celebrated with some of Imran's friends. After eating. We gave Imran his presents. Ma and Ayah bought him a watch and Yana and me bought him a tee. Haziq? Brought his stomach. Haha.


Then I drove home. I felt something awkward. Not hanging my phone even a second at my ear today. Haha. Aduhh , rindu. I kept on thinking , apalah dia tgh buat sekarang , enjoy tak? Okay tak? Igt aku tak? Haha. Dekat 10 kali ' tak 'jugak la terpikir. Haha. Then to set my mind out to something else , I played video games with Haziq. Bila nak mandi , dtg balik tak tak tu. Haha. Aduhh , rindu. Dalam shower duk terpikir , ni first time ni tak contact langsung lepas Hong Kong. Gila tak tahan aku , sehari je baru. Aduhh. Then it was dinner time. Guess what? Ma ordered Dominos. Aduh Yana. Haha. Then I watched TV. At the same time I tweeted some ' not me ' stuffs. Haha. Later , I have to wrap a present from Mira to Ma. That made me remember the time me and Yana wrapped Haziq's present. Okay fine. Yana sorang -.- Aduh , tak reti aku wrap wrap ni. Sorry Mira. Haha.


Then my phone rang , for the first of the day at 2356. It was my beloved Yana. Aduhh , Tuhan jelahh tahu rasa mcm mana. I was so happy to hear her voice! Her sweet loving voice! Felt like ages since I hear that voice. Padahal baru sehari. Tak sampai pun sehari. Ahh lantak lah. We shared a little about our stories of today. Can't talk longlong , she has to sleep. She needs the rest. But I have bad news coming. Hmm. Not sure how to deal with it. Yelahhh , looking forward to it but mcm not gonna happen je. I'm sure she has reasons. Hmm. Nvm lah. Ada rezeki , ada lah. Hope it will happen.


Awak , awak jaga saya ya? Saya nak awak jaga saya. Tak nak orang lain. Hehe. Saya rindu lah awak. Kan betul saya kata tak boleh hidup takda awak , ni baru sehari wak. Haha. Awak kalau ada pape , jgn ke mana tau? Ke sini je. Hehe. Kita kuatkan wak kan? Hehe. Awak ni dah la cantik. Haha tak pasal. Haa ni nak habaq ni ' I don't love you because you're beautiful , but you're beautiful because I love you '. Hehe. Lafchu <3

Ni lah cantik saya , cantik kan? :)

a weekend to remember

Last weekend was a blast. I spent my whole weekend with her day and night. Well , it started from friday. We quarreled the night before. Just , some things. On the friday , she sat for her biology paper. I called her up before she started her exam , no answer. My guess is she's still in the ' quarrel ' mode so with dissapointment , I hung up and continued on sleeping. It was still early okay? -.- Then my phone rang , my black phone so my thought of her calling , I put it aside and I was right , it was not her , it's ayah. Ayah suggested some plan and I quickly agreed to it. Then , I called her up to tell her about the plan. She sounded err not happy but I know , she is. Hehehe. What's the plan? Okay :)


I picked her up at the evening. We were going to watch the Avengers , which is my second time , with my brother. But the movie is at night. Before that we have tea with my parents and my brother at breadties. After that , we went home and played carrom together! Haha. Finally! She was good at carrom but I was better! :p Unfortunately , ayah is the best. Haha. After finally prepared for the movie , we went to Wagsa Walk. I bought the tics earlier. So the three of us watched the movie. Unfortunately , Liyana had a headache. She's been studying late lately so not enough rest. She slept beside me in the cinema. Well to be honest , I felt like protecting her. Cheers for me! Haha. But she did wake up for the climax of the movie. After the movie , we went straight back home. Yes , she spent the night at home.


The next morning , I woke up late and Liyana , the guest , Haha! Had already taken her breakfast. When it's my breakfast time , she was there too. Teman saya lah! Hehe. Then we lepak at the living room. But then she told me she wants to study for her exam so okay lah. Then we had lunch which mama cooked. After that , she continued on studying. After sending Haziq to tuition , I slept for awhile because I was sleepy. At 4 , me , Liyana and my brother went to the book fair at PWTC. Liyana had been asking me to take her there so many times before , so I granted her wish la. Sama-sama. Hehe :p There were a lot of people there urgh. We did'nt even buy books , we just looked at the pictures. Haha. Oh , and we saw this nyonya drinks teh ais kot and made me thirsty. Haha. I met Hafiz there too. He was working though.


Afterwards I took Liyana to KLCC. We had our dinner there. My brother and I had teppanyaki. I was craving for Yoshinoya but it was closed :/ Oh and Liyana had pizza. All of us had desserts too. Liyana had Choco top , my brother had McFlurry and me? Moo cow! Hehe. After that we went to the fountain at KLCC just to relax and enjoy the scenery there. My brother met his school friends there and lepak awhile with them. So me and Liyana went strolling around the park. It was romantic la jugak. Hehe. First time weh! Haha. We also took pictures ofcourse. She loves to take pictures and I love taking pictures with her. Haha. Then we went back home. Later that night , we have an agenda. FA cup final! Chelsea Vs Liverpool. Me and Liyana watched it with ayah and Imran also for some time. It was fun. I was happy , doing what I like with the people I love. Happy kan? Hehe. Well Chelsea won , I was hoping it eventhough my actions were to Liverpool winning. I don't want to spoil these times! Hehe. 


The next morning , I woke up early because I have a basketball competition to attend. It's been awhile since I played basketball. A year ago maybe? So I brought Liyana with me and then send her back to college afterwards. I was quite nervous , not because of playing , because of Liyana watching me. I wanted it so bad but still , I'm nervous. Ye laaa , asik Messi je yg buat dia bangga , aku nak jugak. Well my team mate , Awi arrived late. So I was quite err mad? Yes , mad! But she was there to calm me down. Thank you! Then the game started and yes , we lost. Sh*t! That was embarrasing. But she did'nt seem to care. Urgh! Aku kesah! Nak buat dia bangga! Then we strolled in Jusco and sat down for awhile tooking pictures. Hehe. Kitaorg sweet doh weh! Haha. Then we met Awi and his friends at McD. I did'nt like Awi's friend so much. Urgh , nvm that.


After that we continued on strolling and we decided to go back home. I sent her. While I was driving , she slept. I understood , she needs the rest to study for tomorrow's exam. Then we arrived. It was hard for me to leave her , not after how we spent the weekend together. I just did'nt want to end it and so was she and she proved it more than I do. That touched me , but I have to be strong. She asked me for more time with her. I wanted it so bad too. But thinking of her exam tomorrow. Hmm. But I decided to spend more time so we went to the lake. Funny , both of us slept there in the car. Haha. Ye laaa , lama tak bangun awal. Haha. After that we went to Giant to buy some of her stuffs first. Then I sent her back. It was hard but we have too. Before that , we even invent a ' move ' for us! It even includes slapping! Haha. Sebab tu laa aku sayang dia :')


On the way home , seeing the roads back home with no her , it's kinda awkward eventhough memang selalu aku lalu sorang-sorang. Arriving home does not make it better , worse. Seeing the living room we watched football together , the carrom board , the stairs , the dining table , everything! I felt like a pin pinning at my heart. I told myself , the time will come again. I hope so :)


Awak , terima kasih sangat sebab sudi luangkan masa awak dengan saya minggu lepas walaupun awak ada periksa. Saya nak minta maaf kalau ada kurang apa yg buat awak tak senang ke apa ke masa minggu lepas tu. Tu je yg saya mampu. Seronok sangat sebab dapat spend masa banyak dengan awak. InsyaAllah ada masanya , kita mcm ni lagi ya? Or maybe better? Hehe insyaAllah. Saya sayang awak :) 

*pap *pap *dush *shing :)