Sunday, 13 May 2012

A lonely 12th May

First of all , Happy Birthday to my younger brother Azhad Imran Ahmad Famy. Yes , today is his birthday. His 17th and facing SPM this year. Hope he'll do well. He will. Just don't turn out to be like me. Haha. Make Ma and Ayah proud! Dorang nak merasa org puji anak dorang , so be the one. I missed that. So , looking forward for another oppurtunity. I hope I won't blew it again for the 4th time :/ InsyaAllah.


Well last night I slept early. Lately I've been sleeping quite early. Yelahh , Joystick rosak. Game tak boleh main , takda kerja lain tidur je lah kan? Haha. Or maybe saving energy for the nights to come. Why? Oh , Yana had finished her semester so she's on a holiday la. So she'll be free for me. But wait till her camping ends la. Hehe. So that's why my body asks me to sleep early to reserve energy lah ni. Haha. Uuuuu! Can't wait! Haha. She has to help her mother Mar , Abahnya tak sihat. Understood. I'll try my best to help and support semampu yg boleh. Harap-harap dia sudi. Cehh. Eh lama tak dgr dia ckp tu. Kbye. Haha. Last night I randomly woke up , around err 2 or 3 maybe? IDK , I felt like missing something. Well ofcourse la kan. So I texted her. Then sambung Zzzz..


At subuh time I checked my phone. Nothing. Understood. Then Ma woke me up. We're going to visit Imran at his school for his birthday. I checked again my phone , nothing. Understood. After preparing , I wore the tee me and Yana bought for me last thursday. Yelaaa , rasa mcm ada je Yana sebelah. Ada je selalu. Cehhh. And surprisingly , Ma wore the tudung that Yana bought for her. Ma said it was beautiful. Actually , I planned to give that tudung for mothers day tapi dgr banyak cerita halal la , haram la. Tapi yg penting niat kita untuk sambut untuk Ma kita kan? So takpelahh , I gave the present early. Then I drove us. Ayah was not very well. So I drove. First we pick up some kuih's and then to Ampang point to pick up Imran's cake and lunch. The lunch was Nando's. Again , Yana. Aduh , terseksa. Haha. Then we arrived there. So we celebrated with some of Imran's friends. After eating. We gave Imran his presents. Ma and Ayah bought him a watch and Yana and me bought him a tee. Haziq? Brought his stomach. Haha.


Then I drove home. I felt something awkward. Not hanging my phone even a second at my ear today. Haha. Aduhh , rindu. I kept on thinking , apalah dia tgh buat sekarang , enjoy tak? Okay tak? Igt aku tak? Haha. Dekat 10 kali ' tak 'jugak la terpikir. Haha. Then to set my mind out to something else , I played video games with Haziq. Bila nak mandi , dtg balik tak tak tu. Haha. Aduhh , rindu. Dalam shower duk terpikir , ni first time ni tak contact langsung lepas Hong Kong. Gila tak tahan aku , sehari je baru. Aduhh. Then it was dinner time. Guess what? Ma ordered Dominos. Aduh Yana. Haha. Then I watched TV. At the same time I tweeted some ' not me ' stuffs. Haha. Later , I have to wrap a present from Mira to Ma. That made me remember the time me and Yana wrapped Haziq's present. Okay fine. Yana sorang -.- Aduh , tak reti aku wrap wrap ni. Sorry Mira. Haha.


Then my phone rang , for the first of the day at 2356. It was my beloved Yana. Aduhh , Tuhan jelahh tahu rasa mcm mana. I was so happy to hear her voice! Her sweet loving voice! Felt like ages since I hear that voice. Padahal baru sehari. Tak sampai pun sehari. Ahh lantak lah. We shared a little about our stories of today. Can't talk longlong , she has to sleep. She needs the rest. But I have bad news coming. Hmm. Not sure how to deal with it. Yelahhh , looking forward to it but mcm not gonna happen je. I'm sure she has reasons. Hmm. Nvm lah. Ada rezeki , ada lah. Hope it will happen.


Awak , awak jaga saya ya? Saya nak awak jaga saya. Tak nak orang lain. Hehe. Saya rindu lah awak. Kan betul saya kata tak boleh hidup takda awak , ni baru sehari wak. Haha. Awak kalau ada pape , jgn ke mana tau? Ke sini je. Hehe. Kita kuatkan wak kan? Hehe. Awak ni dah la cantik. Haha tak pasal. Haa ni nak habaq ni ' I don't love you because you're beautiful , but you're beautiful because I love you '. Hehe. Lafchu <3




Ni lah cantik saya , cantik kan? :)

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