BU? :'((

Why is this happening weh? Why? I don't want to! Taknaktaknaktaknak! :'(

Is this a test for me from Him? Ya Allah , kuatkan lah diriku ya Allah. Tolong lah aku ya Allah :'(

AHHHHHHHH! Kenapa ni? Why? Nooo! This is not happening! Nooooooo! :'( AHHHHHHHH!

I need her , I need her :'(

She said that I can find someone else? Well that's true! But I just can't find someone else to replace her. Why can't she understand that? Did'nt I make it clear enough that she's the one? Not clear enough I guess :'( AHHHHHHH! She was not in a good mood , neither am I. So she told me to share the problems together. That moment she said that , my problems were put away. I was soo happy to hear that she wanted to share. But :'(

So I told her about my problem la kan cause I wanted to share with her. Then it was her turn to share hers. So I called her up , I really want to be there for her at anytime. It turned up IDK not really well? I felt so helpless. But that did'nt stop me. I tried my best to help her. But things get ugly later on , err ugly? No!!! It's worse ugly than ugly!! AHHHHH! Nonononononononononono! This is'nt happening! She asked to BU with me?!!! :'((

What? what? what? NOOOOOO! Please lah noooo?! Nooooo! Nooooo! :'((

I dont't mind spending money for you , beli topup or whatever! Every cents spent on anything that I spent for you is the most worthiest thing I have ever spent on! :'(

Every time I used my time calling you is the most precious time I ever had :'( Why should I find someone else when I have the most perfect girl I can never imagine I would have? :'( Why should I find someone else when I have a girl who I can call and make me smile even in my toughest time? :'( Why should I find someone else when I already found a person that I'm comfortable to be my true annoying , silly , childish , stupid , etc. self? :'( Why should I find someone else when I already have someone that can brighten up my darkest days? :'( Why should I find someone else when I have my own sunshine even on rainy days? :'( Why should I find someone else when you are the rain during a drought? :'( Why should I find someone else when I have a booster for me to be successful in life? :'( Why should I find someone else when I know there is someone who needs me as much as I need her? :'( Why should I find someone else when she's my tears of joy and sadness? :'( Why should I find someone else when I can be proud of who I am when i'm with her? :'( Why should I find someone else that changed my life to be better than others? :'( Why should I find someone else when I'd rather do anything for her when I used to think that it's impossible? :'( How could I find someone else when I see other girls , all I remember is her? :'( How could I find someone else when my whole life is about her? :'( How could I find someone else when my days and nights is all about her? :'( Why should I find someone else when I already have what I've always wanted? :'( Why should I find someone else when I already have a person I'm happy to share my life with? :'( Why should I find someone else when I can't afford to lose you? :'( Why should I find someone else when I already have everything? :'( Why should I find someone else when I have YOU? :'( If I do find someone else , you may call me the most craziest , lunatic , stupid person on earth! 

You're leaving me because you thought that you hurt me? It's my job to be hurt by you! No one else can hurt me other than the people I love and that includes you. But if you leave me , that kills me on the inside.

IDK what to do , please somebody help me? :'(

NOOOOOOOO! No one can help me! Korang bagi aku dia baru kau boleh tolong aku! Tidak jangan harap la! No offense guys but that's the truth. All I want is her :'(

Ya Allah , dah! Aku nak pergi solat , ngaji. Bye :'(