Dear Anonymous

Okay err Assalamualaikum. To the anonymous , this post is for you tau? Hope you'll read it lahhh ya? Okay first of all , seriously I need to know who you really are. Yes I know about you. How? Err pandai-pandai awak lah. And don't blame her okay? She just did what she thinks is right.

First of all thanks for wishing to me and her okay? That's thoughtful of you. Ikhlas ni :) Err I'm quite surprised la how much you know about me. Still I can't recall who you are? Does'nt ring the bell la. It's quite weird. You knew about me a lot! Who are you? You care about me quite a lot. I appreciate that , thank you. You said that you don't exist in my life? How'd you know about me so much? No offense but awak stalk saya ke? Don't mean to accuse or what , just wondering? Again, no offense okay. You don't know her well la if you judge her like what did on your comments. I know how she is. I know who she really is. What's her attitude. During her happy times , sad times or tough times. I know all of that. And yes I'm ready of the consequences of her attitude tu. Me hurting or whatev kan? Saya dah sedia dah hadapi semua benda tu laa. Dah pikiak masak-masak dah pun. Whatev happens I have to face it la kan? Saya yg sedia terima dia mcm tu pun. She is just being herself. And it's herself that makes me fall in love with her. I know it's weird kan? Love is weird. Cehhh :D But whatever it is , thanks la because concern kan saya. Tapi you need to know that she is doing a good job. She's trying , that matters to me. So I hope you won't say bad things about her lah ya? I know you won't. You're a nice person. Kesian dia , nanti dia igt dia tak bagus pulak untuk saya kan? She's perfect. Like I said. I fell in love with her true self.

But I need to know lahh. Who'd you know about my life and hers so much? That scares us. Err I mean , err IDK? That kept us thinking and wondering who are you? You know what I'm feeling , you what she's feeling. Power lah awak ni! :O We never shared our feelings to other people? We kept it to ourselves je pun. How'd you know? Please tell me? I need to know , sorry to say but it bothers me lahh. It bothers my relationship with her too. IDK like something is meddling with our err life? Haa life laa. Saya tak maksudkan awak ni sibuk ke apa. I just need to know lahh.

Thanks for understanding her situation now. I respect her decision lah kan. I know the mess she's been through. Susah kan? And awak pun faham her situation now. But you need to know I'm okay with it. Okay is not enough kan? What's the point kalau she's messed up kan eventhough I'm happy? Tak syok lahh mcm tu. Better both of us okay then one of us miserable kan? So I think it's for the best pun. I appreciate you said that you love seeing me with her kan? Thanks a lot. Well please pray for the best for us if you don't mind lah. Again , I'm okay with it. I'm not miserable. She's always by myside if you want to know. And you need to know that her decision is not because of her friends persuasion or whatev. It's her own decision. It's hard for her. You knew that too kan. She made the decision herself. She's a matured girl , she knows what's best. Her reputation is my concern too. I need to take care of her reputation laa. I don't want people to simply judge her macam tu macam ni. Not after what she's been through. Kesian dia. She does'nt deserve that. So I'll do whatever it takes to err jaga reputaion dia. It's my reputation too.

From what I see lah kan. Err see ke? Know lah kot? You're a nice person. You're not a person who seeks revenge. You're trying to help , I know. But sorry , sometimes you make us uncomfortable. I know your intentions are good. So thanks for that. All I need to know is who are you? How'd you know about us so much? It'd be nice to know the answers to these questions. It kept me and her thinking , a lot! Sometimes it makes us laugh. We admire you knowing about us so much but sometimes creepy jugak. Heheh sorry. So please don't be mad at her because of telling me about all this. If nak marah dia , marah saya lah ya? Saya yg sibuk ni. She needs to share this with me. Sorry if I offended you. Takda niat pun. I just need to know who you are. How you knew about us soo much. And I need to clearify that she's not playing with my heart. Okay? I know her trueself. She is facing difficult moments. And I have to be there for her. And it'd be nice if you can pray for her happiness and us :) Salam. Tc