A new start

Banyak ni nak cerita tapi kesuntukan masa , dah lewat , esok class. Kang dia marah pulak. Hehe. Okay started from petang tadi. She asked my permission to go jogging with her friends kan , then I asked laa dengan siapa? Her friends including her ex. So that stunned me a bit la. Yelaa jogging dgn ex pulak kan? Baru je berangan semalam pergi park dgn dia jogging and naik basikal sama-sama , tgk-tgk hari ni mcm tu pulak. Haha. But it's okayy lahh. I dont mind. Jelous? Ofcourse la weh , sayang dia kot! And because sayang la jugak I let her go.

So then malam , we skyped. Well things were good until she asked me to sing to her. And I said I can't. Bodoh kan? Haha ye! Aku pun pikir mcm tu jugak. Apa laa kau ni Marr. I knew she was dissapointed kan because I knew that she wanted me to sing to her for a long time. Then , I knew that , that evening when she went jogging , she jogged with her ex. Berdua je! Pehhhh memang tak sakit la kan? Haha. Memang aku down gilaaaaa. Haha. Then things got a little bit err apa ek? Tak best la! Mahunyaa aku tak emo! Gila apa? Haha. Tapi tah la? I knew that she must feel bad for doing that to me kan. Soo I need to understand and tak nak lah di cop mengongkong ke , emo ke apa ke. Biar lah sakit sikit , sikit? Haha. I turst her lah weyyy. Tolong jgn nak hasut aku ya? Tak bolehhh , aku sayang dia! Apa? Aku gila? Ahh lantak la , gilakan dia! Tak rugi pun , kau sibuk pahal? Cehhh :p

Later that night we talked otp laa , nak settlekan benda about her having problems with err my friends actually. I pity her soo much. I feel soo helpless. That made me feel guilty. Adoiiyaii. Hmm. All that I can say is I'll be there with her through her ups and downs. Haaaa so korang yg nak kacau dia ke nak apa ke , igt! Aku ada ni! Haaaaa! :D

Then things became more and more complicated. We talked about our relationship nii. It's strong macam apa? Metallic bond? Haha. But alaaa biasa laa kan goyah sikit sini-sana. Tapi bagi saya goyah sikit tu dah mcm gempa bumi nii! Haha. Well she expressed her feelings la kan about how I'm treating her. And to me mcm tak comfortable la for her. And it was like I'm forcing her laa. IDK? I'm thinking i'm doing a good job? Cehh. Apparently not. But sokayyy , I understands her now. She needs time Marr , you're taking things to fast! Just let the flow flows smoothly , feel the love man! Hehe. You need to be patient Marrr. Wait for her. She wants to be with you lahhh but just give her some time okay? Things will be perfect when the time comes mar. InsyaAllah :) Just keep on praying , don't stop loving her , always be by herside through ups and downs , wait for the right time , give her time , understand her , be strong ammar and be cool bro! Haha mcm poyo doh! Kan? Haha! Tapi betul doh , cool sikit ya marr? Kau sayang dia tak? Sayang! Banyak mana? Ohh tu kau kena tanya dia , dia tahu :) Oh marr , please don't let her past repeat okay? Okay I wont! I'll try my best! Korg tgk lah nanti! She'll have a future that she truly deserves! And that's a better future , the best future and a very happyhappy future! Jaga dia marr!! Ya , dengan sepenuh hati aku jaga dia! Jangan lah bagi dia terluka ke apa ke. Ya laaa! Tak nak aku bagi dia terluka. Dia terluka , parah la aku. Haa yolahh marr.

 Develop a new perfect start mar for you and her , gain a perfect path for both of you , and achieve the perfect ending together :')

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