DarkNight? Haha why? Well err , later lah.
I just read her blog , and err well I knew she's one of the most precious gift from Him. And she's the only one that can make my day shine so bright even when it's dark as a deep hole. See wak? I told you that you're sweet. Ni saya lelaki ni yg cair ni. Haha. And you're the only one that can cairkan saya. Haha. And other stuffs I never thought that I'd do. Like I said before wak , YOU changed me. In a positive way lah kan ofcourse :)
Err kesian dia , dah lama dia post blog tu just for me but I just read it this night. Hmm sorry ya wak? I appreciate it veryveryveryveryveryvery much! I know that you put a lot of effort posting it. Ammar boleh rasa laa keikhlasan awak tu yang. Cehhhh :P
Oh and the past two days ni was quite a err shocking lah kot? days. IDK laa , people kept saying bad things about her. And the worse part is they're also my close friends. That hurts even more. Hmm. I felt rally bad for her. Because I knew she'll be facing this crisis [ cehh ayat ] tougher than I do. Guilt clouds me. I'm sorry wak. You dont deserve this. Haihh.
IDK what to do. What I know that I wont let you face this alone. I'll be by yourside in any problems you face. Just like the letter U and I kat keyboard kan wak? ;) I'll be the seconds in your time. Detik pun boleh! IA. You're a strong girl. Kalau lah org lain kan , hmm mana nak larat hadapi benda nii kan? That's one of the reasons I'm the luckiest guy in the world tau! Soo jgn jelous! Dieww titewww punyeww!
We'll take this as a test for US boleh kan wak? He's testing us because He bless us kan wak? IA. Again I'm sorry because you have to face this but Ammar akan ada bersama awak selalu okay? Your battle is my war , metaphorically. Err betul kan tu? Ada ke metaphorically? Ahh lantak lah , janji paham :P
Okay the DarkNight? Err okayyyy macam ni cte dia. Night is dark kan? If Dark multiply with Night means? Bukan batman tu. It means a darker night. Yeaaaa. To me tonight is a darknight for me. Why? Lantak lah hampa semua nak habaq apa tentang sayaww but rasanya setiap malam sebelum saya tidur saya akan dengar suara si dia di ganggang telefon saya. Mendengar suara merdu dia yg dia kata tak merdu tu. Mendengar celoteh dia yg amat bermakna tu tapi dia kata hanya celoteh yg kosong. Mendengar gelak tawa dia yg riang , ceria , dan yg mampu buat saya tersenyum tu tapi dia kata tak best tu. Mendengar goodnight wish dia yg amat bermakna bg setiap malam saya yg dia kata biasa je tu. Dan banyak lagi lahhh. Haihhh , malam ni saya tak dapat dengar semua tu sebab salah saya jugak. Padan dgn muka hang marrr.
Ammar minta maaf ye Yana? Ammar tadi settlekan duit nak bayar futsal. Tak cukup. Then balik belikan kawan-kawan saya air. Balik saya makan roti dulu sebab niat nak puasa lah esok. Lepas tu mandi solat semua. Saya dapat text awak pakai no. Wan tu buat saya senyumm lebarrr. Lepas tu seperti biasa , kantoi dgn kawan-kawan. Haha. I know you're angry with me sebab balik lewat. Awak risau ammar penat esok. Nak study lagi kan. Haihhh. I'm sorry sayang :( Hmm biar lahh padan muka kau marr. Dapat balasan kan? Haa elok lahh , baru serik kan? Padang mukooo mu marr! Well tu lahh sebabnya darknight. Biasa kan , malam saya lahh paling berseri-seri because of a girl named Nur Liyana Amira. I'm sorry wak. And imissyou
Saya sayang awak sangat! <3
Lufffyousayangggg
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